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A Year of Living Dangerously

by Gabby Henderson

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Spring felt like a dream A sinister nightmare that's not as it seems Time, the invisible enemy, steals my life away Or was it just a day? February has ceased to exist I cannot remember the feeling of bliss I don't know how much more I can take Is this what it feels like to be awake? It's been a year of living dangerously And it's finally starting to get to me I wish that I could take some time away to be It's been a year of living dangerously And this new revelation is angering me I wish that I could take some time away to be free This was always a lie We live just to work then we work till we die Don't even question it do as you're told We have forgotten the power we hold Fan the embers to flames If we seek comfort then nothing will change Rage is righteous and pure Tipping the balance to even the score It's been a year of living dangerously And it's finally starting to get to me I wish that I could take some time away to be It's been a year of living dangerously And I can't understand what you're saying to me I wish that I could take some time away to be free Be free
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All Over 01:58
Are we all pretending That everything’s alright? Is this happy ending A fairytale of lies? Where did all the time go? How are you still alive? Everyone that I know I do not recognize Am I crazy? Am just I losing my mind? The truth is getting hazy And we’re running out of time Feel like I don’t belong here In this train-wreck we call life Somethings going wrong here I don’t know how to make it right It’s all over It’s all over It’s all over Me
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You lay prostrate Hail to mistakes you’ve made Your sins always Have been our debt to pay We watch as you lay all our lives to waste As if we are Things that you can replace Scrub the blood from your hands with poisoned water You made empires Built in the backs of slaves Crushed the bones of Those who stood in your way Then you tell us That we must all obey I am the only God to whom you'll pray Scrub the blood from your hands with poisoned water You created this hell Now it’s your turn to burn You thought you could teach us Well it’s your turn to learn You watched as we got caught in your deadly web of lies As the guillotine drops I want to look in your eyes. Scrub the blood from your hands with poisoned water
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The End 01:43
Close your eyes and you can’t feel a thing Not as bad as they said it would be Pain don’t hurt if you say it ain't real Can’t be hurt by the things you can’t feel Living just for the thrill of the end Giving up just to try it again Hoping that this will be your last day Pray just so you can say that you’ve prayed 16 years and you threw it away Washed up dreams are the price that you pay Chased the prize now you’re playing pretend Guess that’s how your story will end It was never enough Outstretched arms as you reach for the sky Face the moonlight and say your goodbyes Life’s got no more compassion to lend Guess that’s how your story will end
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The summer months felt like a turbulent dryer An unsettled stomach filled with balls of fire I long for the chill of that November air But forget that with winter comes lonesome despair. Spring was no better alone trapped inside Couldn’t run from myself not a place left to hide Had to face my reflection and tell her she’s dead Just a hollow skull sinking with bones made of lead And 22 feels like a coming of age In the time of resistance and terror and plague When I’m finally learning who I want to be The whole worlds crashing down like a storm on the sea I’ve been running away from the idea love Wore my heart on his sleeve held his hand like a glove I said to myself I’d give all that I can But instead my heart slipped through his fingers like sand And life is so strange And things can change in a day And I hope that I have enough love left to give away Theres an apocalypse coming we must be prepared We’ve been saying it for years but still nobody cares You’ve deprived us of what little future we had As you poison the water and burn through the land And maybe I’m selfish or bitter or brash But a life is worth more than a pile of cash It’s so tempting to give in or just change my mind But I have to believe that we all can be kind And life is so strange And things can change in a day And I hope that I have enough love left to give away I am just a shell of feelings Learning to find strength and healing I’ve been jaded, past lives faded Empty, weighted, contemplated Doing things that I’m ashamed of Can’t decide what I’m afraid of Never knowing what’s in store Or finding out and wanting more And life is so strange And things can change in a day And I hope that I have enough love left to give away

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A Year of Living Dangerously is a socialistic account of the turbulent year of 2020.

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released December 5, 2020

Written, Recorded, Produced, and Mixed by Gabby Henderson

Mastered by Dylan Assmann

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Gabby Henderson is a musician and producer from Chicago. Her diverse sound incorporates a variety of styles from jazz and soul to experimental pop and electronic music.

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